Sunday, August 27
here it goes. - Sunday, August 27, 2006
Dear diary,I wish i could go back to the time when everything was more carefree & i could live by what i truly believed in. These days, i've been too affected by everything else that i see thru a frosted glass window now.
I've lost my drive. Actually, i lost my drive a long time ago. Just that now, i want it back more than ever.
My birthday's coming. & i'm not as excited as everyone might think. I would love to shop like crazy or attend a kick-ass party on my bday. But i doubt that's going to happen cos everyone's gonna be busy. I'm not pulling a long face,really. It's just how things are & as a soon to be 7teen year old, i am expected to approach situations maturely & not on impulse.
With that, i have to take note of the following:
1) stop spinning around in my chair in class.
2) stop tormenting my form teacher.
3) stop getting high on pokka's green tea.
4) stop grinning like a clown when i see ham.(esp at BK)
5) stop climbing thru windows.
6) stop climbing thru windows and getting stuck in mid-air.
7) stop getting caught by the teacher-in-charge for climbing thru the window.
8) stop reading novels in class.
9) stop drawing my comics in class.
and
10) start paying close attention to what mdm zakidah is teaching chemistry.
okay, let's see if i can get by the week correcting myself.
love always,
kel